walk away

2008-04-20T19:53:00.001+08:00

i've moved again. i've no reason why.maybe cause i find blogger a bit sucky.

hammiee.livejournal.com

2008-04-08T21:10:00.003+08:00

my fingers hurt.didnt know rockclimbing can be painful and so much armpower. i think the rockclimbing guys are like monkeys. they climb so simply and easily. eunice is damn pervertic. haha i feel so bitchy today and yest out of the sudden. aaah hockey tournament start on the 17 which is like next week and i still have no idea who made into the school team.

school has been exhausting. waking up in the middle of the night just to try get assignments done really sucks.i sometimes end up not finishing it. it makes me sleepy in the day i and i end up sleeping in class.

2008-03-17T00:47:00.002+08:00

oh shit. my assignments aren't completed.but what the heck shall find some excuse for that.i should stop procrastinating( so unsure whether its correct). i think i won't be onlne that often anymore

Shagged

2008-03-13T20:03:00.004+08:00

my legs are aching due to yesterdays match and the in proper cool down in the middle of the heavy rain. now i walk like that lady in the tunnel. as if just got shagged for hours. i could hardly breathe during the match due to the tightness of something hindering my ribcage from moving to its maximum.i almost thought i had an asthma attack in the middle of the match.yes that bad.oh wells it was a good game and exciting one.

tuesday night was great. eventhough i was tired and almost everyone was sick. arab street is great place to relax and eat. food there is fucking awesome. cappucino is assholicly refreshing. haha mas selamat is like the new cik pon in dark alleys.everyone is afraid that he might just jump out from the dumpsters and scare the living hell out of you. random.pics another day.

heh. i'm happy and shagged. just got a new phone. but i kind feel of sad. i think i'm too attached to my old one. its like losing a boyfriend or bestfriend.i've been using it like for 2 years or more.

fuck sp and sp students. so assholicly unfair. they have DJ club and skate . omg i want to learn dj-ing. i think its like one of the coolest shit ever to mix songs together and all that stuff. huda and wan are trying annoy me with the fact that there are in sp and might join that as a cca.

oh wells.shagged.goodbyes

2008-03-09T14:00:00.003+08:00

omg i soooooooooooooooooo regret not going for incubus after hearing how super duper awesome it was. i seriously should have just bought the tix. totally depress.

2008-03-08T23:24:00.000+08:00

i am trying to be a good sister.

2008-03-05T02:00:00.002+08:00

it seems that everyday when i get home, i will be half asleep.i kind of just woke up from my long long nap which feels so good but i'm going to have a problem sleeping back. which kind of sucks.

can't wait for next week.long hours of beauty sleep. watching stupid tv shows. and going out.
still have to balance the laziness with a bit of catching up on work.( i wasn't paying attention during pae)i do not want to be the first retainee in the RSP(Retainee support Group).

heh. just got a new unpaid hockey stick. shall name it mark ronson. or just ronson. ronson is my new darling.

goodbyes!

2008-02-28T23:49:00.000+08:00

ass.brother going aussie. another going incubus concert.WDF

2008-02-28T22:50:00.002+08:00

sorry changed my link.

hockey is da bomb. the people in it are fun fun fun people.never fail to be crazy and retarded
the matches for hockey guys seems so violent. got some gigi bogeh. so horrible.
hahaha i love hockey!2kg of weight gone thanks to the running during training and pe.or maybe the weighing scale is spoilt.
yea tmrw out with GOPAL.

goodbyes!

2008-02-23T00:12:00.002+08:00

OMG, ORENTATION WAS FUCKING FUN.sweaty.smelly.but i was AWESOME.
last day especially. i love orentation night. and i love the mass dance
i think i'm addicted to the mass dance.

TPJC IS the BEST!

2008-02-14T16:02:00.001+08:00

Happy vday! and Happy friendship week!

2008-02-13T22:32:00.001+08:00

i think juno is a must watch. quite nice to watch. i have to watch it in the cinema. i know im crazy watching the same movie again

2008-02-11T22:01:00.001+08:00

MARK RONSON is the producer of the year! :D

hahah thats all.

goodbyes

2008-02-05T22:56:00.000+08:00

Let's do this livejournal way.
mood= pissed -____-
music= Lily Allen- Smile
a bit ironic.haha

ADVANCE
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL MY CHINESE OR HALF CHINESE OR HALF INDIAN OR HALF MALAY OR OR HALF EURASIAN OR 1/4 OR 1/8 ALL THE RACES OR ACTUALLY WHOEVER CELEBRATES CHINESE NEW YEAR! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AGAIN!

goodbyes

2008-02-04T21:23:00.000+08:00

the fear of drifting away is just scary. but its definately inevitable. not having nonsensical recess time together and doing stupid stuff almost everyday is going to be really sucky and i will truly miss it.

2008-01-20T20:53:00.000+08:00

OH FUCK! O level results coming either thurs or friday. i really hate this . I'm so eff-ing pressured by people saying that i will do well, i will. Dude, (touch wood) what if i dont. Not to be sway or anything. but Anw i really hope and pray that i get what i expected. For now i have mixed feelings about my results.
Seriously i wanna be in a good mood on the day that i get the results. i dont want to miss lepaking. postponed too much

Tpjc has been ok. new people new friends.
part of the classmates.from left to right, me, mattias, alicia and kinky daniel.

wow. i hope this year would be a fun year.make new friends and keep old ones too.funfunfun is what i aim for.hahahai really need to stop bitching but it seems that i cant help it.bitching problem. haha.i also need to stop being too mean like calling people stupid. youre not stupid its just that my mouth cant be control.im sorry to those who i call stupid.im such an ass.i also have trust issues mann. i need to brush that off me.i have serious problems mann

well i hope again, my results are good and meets my expectations.

oh ya i feels so sad for lily allen. she suffered a miscarriage.i really wanted to see how the baby looks like. so sorry

goodbyes!

2008-01-11T14:45:00.000+08:00

sorry for the extremely late post.

2007 has been a little bit excruciating yet fun and interesting.with o levels , graduation night, beijing and other stufF.
2008 came with a new baby.
cousins baby of course.

before 2007 ended.

heh.

and there was beijing.

the great wall

ski-ing

well actually im kind of lazy to post.haha thats me

2007-12-20T12:26:00.000+08:00

I m baaccckkkk. china's awesome. especially ski-ing. pics soon

oh fuck lily allen is pregnant

goodbyes!

2007-12-05T02:50:00.000+08:00

marissa just got back from india.told me amost everything about the whole trip
Now i have a feeling of going India.i wanna visit the taj mahal. heard its really really awesome. like indonesia, hehe can bargain.best place to bargain. but besides shopping, i want to go sight-seeing.i want to do fun fun fun stuff around the world . maybe i should be backpacker or wadeva u call them.

goodbyes

2007-11-27T02:55:00.000+08:00

everyone seems to have a job. heh huds,sheil,jan and zul already got a job. so unfair . oh wells while they work hard, i will be sitting on my lazy fat bum either sleepin,eating, watching tv or enjoying myself.o ya i forgot improving myself too. i need to exercise! omg i have gained weight from not doing canoeing or silat-ing. i need to run and jog. i want my normal weight back. i miss swimming too.

im boredd

goodbyes

2007-11-24T23:11:00.000+08:00

so its the holidays.i think this holiday would be one of the best holidays that i would have.reason is i don't need to think about studying and finishing my homework. I don't really have to think about anything except for results of course. dont expect so much from my results.seriously

My mum doesnt want me to work. now she's complaining and nagging about my phone bills which reach its highest points for the first time this month. heh i knew it was going to be high. i called like jannah alot of times for no apparent reason. thats one reason i wanted a job.

im totally broke . and there's alot of things i wanna do during the holidays. i wonder hw im gonna do it with no money.

negativity aside

yea! a movie based on the book " p.s: i love you" will be coming out on december or next year.so awesome.must watch. there is a lot of movies i want to watch. since i have no money, watching online. im gonna do a moviethon for myself. hahah

can't wait for 12 dec and 29dec. 12 dec going beijing!=skiiiiiiii 29 dec chalet =most probably no sleep.

o yea next week would be cooking time. heh its going to be messy.

goodbyes

2007-11-22T02:56:00.000+08:00

back from sleeping and from the camp.

pretty much the camp was fun. hehe seniors got to torture the juniors .juniors all suffer.
1st day had the urban trail.i had to follow saffas group . i was lazy to tell them directions and run . then they had confidence walk in skool with all lights off. hahah some sec 1s were freaking out. i was freaking out for one reason bt nt gg to tell. they had to walk on the third level. amal and mr hafiedz were scaring them. i walk for a while with a company of course. im terrified with the stories about the skool.
the juniors had to wake up in the middle of the night for uniform inspection. some were half asleep when they had to stand still. lasted for one hour.
seniors helped out then after that slept canteen. me and amal slept in aircon room hahaha so fun

next day night walk. i wanted to walk with the group. but thanks to my knee decided not too. sat in mrs choo 's car . hahah so fun looking at them feeling extremely tired walkin from changi to bedok . haha slept early n i slept the most. duh im lazy

3rd day ntg much. eat at kfc with amal,gordon,farhan,gloria and omar. im wondering hu the HER is. haha

aliya kept touching and molesting my butt at the wrong places. sucha BI

goodbyes

2007-11-18T20:51:00.000+08:00

opinions people.
i gt 17 pts for prelims.

mjc or tpjc

tag me

2007-11-18T18:45:00.000+08:00

Prom/"surprise"/Graduation ceremony

more pics here;

http://s62.photobucket.com/albums/h89/hamaiza/

13/11/07

Prom was freaking awesome! Food,pictures and most importantly dancefloor.i actually thought it was going to be boring .thanks to cikgu marlina for organising it.shes a good party planner.heh we know what she use to be of course shes good at this. hahah here are some pics. o ya otw to MARINA MANDARIN had karaoke session hahaha singing was awful haha

WHODUH roboto

dance queen

haha

smile!

crazyness

grin

look at zul. shiok sendiri sia haha

dancefloor.see people were having fun

i think this is nicco.

gays

dance.dance crazily

hahah sheila n jannah dancing

dance king. fariz

prom king & queen/mr&miss glamour. arif and diana

sexy guy!

retardedness

heh i think i'm the only girl who did not bother putting on make-up. my brother say my face looks pale.well everyone said that haha he just volunteer to do the make up like after about a week after the night.hahaha prommy

2nd.. graduation ceremony(16/11)

didnt really care much about the whole ceremony. haha just taking photos was the most important.

haha i seriously need to go to the doctor.

cikgu marlina. where's iman?

mrs quek says "remember to tie your hair when results come. so messy."heh i think she is one of my most fav teachers.

mrs chng. chemistry will never be boring hahaha

me and the 3 gays. hahaha im like the darkest. thanks to sentose

mr tng

cikgu abeeda

haha ni'mat.

hehe.mrs choo is too small i had to bent a little

for four years

BYE bedok green! at least for now until results

3rd..SENTOSA (15/11/07)

Me.belly n diana were the smart ones who knew what the canoeists were planning. hahah SanSan's bdae yea rite. hahaha i jus played along.hahaha THANK YOU BG CANOEIST for the token of appreciation. haha i like mine got lion.

haha but sorry to spoild the suprise

sorry no special speech.we arent the speechyspeechy people

next up council retreat.its gg to be great. wont be back till wed
GOODBYES!

2007-11-09T00:16:00.000+08:00

MARK RONSON

awesomeness.mark ronson hot. the charlie guy scary.a good cover of back to black by amy winehouse .

2007-11-06T20:52:00.000+08:00

can i say o levels are over for me eventhough i have one paper left? i have no idea but all i know is i want to do a lot a lot alot of things during this holiday.
This are the few things that are a must to do for me.
1) find a JOB
2)shopping
3)go bowling
4)go rollerblading
5)go to the beach
6)learn to cook some pasta dish and baking
7)more shopping
8) there a lot in my head but i forgot what i wanted to do

i thing getting a job would be the hardest.i fcuking scared about o level result cus i know i screwed some papers up. oh wells shall wait and see

cant wait next week promy

goodbyes

2007-10-18T22:07:00.000+08:00

EID

let see. Not as much fun as the last two years one.Reasons are o level, no more usual first day gathering at uncle's house after erm& another erm. so kind of boring. First day, wore the malay baju kurung. irritating a bit because of the sleeves. second day, was supposedly to stay at home to study but well, its hari raya.wore penjabi suit( nt really) cus i wore like khakis or something like that. and this year no pictures.

im so lazy.serious lazy. o levels are less than a week n wow im still lazy.

2007-08-29T12:28:00.000+08:00

screwed every paper. prelim results are gona be extremely bad

2007-08-12T22:20:00.000+08:00

back from kl. same old same old kl. shops close down new ones appear.

goodbyes

2007-08-07T18:38:00.000+08:00

hahah sum 41 songs stuck in my head for the past few days.. buy the cd. u will continue playing the cd over n over again. k bye last post maybe

2007-08-06T18:42:00.000+08:00

o ya i miss bowling suddenly. hahah anyone going australia? tel me i need you to do something for me. hahha

2007-08-06T17:25:00.000+08:00

hello! u want me to update so much nah. Pics on nationals

the team.

fooling ard

sec 4s + yiting extra

fooling ard again

sum of the sec 3s

every1 loves me. i know haha

retarded

stoink

jannah

retarded + ugly tan

haha

sec4s.where's yiling?

afiqah came.

hahaha jannah act cute

another stupid pic.

at ljs on one of the competition days

no photos pls

stupid

ira.farah.tajam.boobies

hahaha

lesbians

this is wad happens when people come to my house

swensens.

goodbyes
PS:im gg kl dis week n i shall try banning myself from the comp. until after prelims

2007-07-14T12:20:00.000+08:00

LAUGH OUT LOUD

this whole week like holiday for me.three days no school because of canoeing competition. tuesday. wednesday.thursday.i got 4th n im ok wit it. hahaha but i really enjoyed the three days, smack peoples ass n ___ . laughed like hell. wednesday was the best, went to ljs n made a nuisance. airpork dickheadafro=darwita ,pigboobies=aliya,ferBABI=ferdaus, u better watch out. hahaha n YES, FINALY i have STEPDOWN from the canoeing team.get to concentrate on studies yea! n smacking peoples asses n_____. Cant wait for next friday, canoeing team get treat at swensens. must make a lot of noise n do stupid tings .must camwhore ah babis.. eh watch the simpsons movie instead of harry potter ah

friday, harry potter movie! daniel radcliffe=cute&hot.

harry& the asian girl kissing scene= sheilah smiling widely wit eyes wide open

the woman hu escaped from akzaban=look like amy winehouse

giant=cute=jannah's boyfriend

the story kind of sad.

haha but enjoyed it.

goodbyes.ps: photos another day

2007-07-02T15:21:00.000+08:00

personal fav performance. wahahaha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uo_OYGLYp7U

AND

actuali almost the same

BYE

2007-07-02T00:31:00.000+08:00

e-glastonbury-ing like huda says

so fun wish we were dere.lily allen.amy winehouse.arctic monkeys.klaxons.kasabian.pete doherty.the killers. n many moreeeeee.fun

i wish i my mum allowed me to go to london to watch the festival.this year like fun omg

bye

2007-06-30T23:54:00.000+08:00

yest was be yourself day.
so lazy to update so go to zully's blog for pics http://www.butterfliesareloved.blogspot.com/

im bored

goodbye

2007-06-22T23:36:00.000+08:00

i love this pic. i told u i hav a twin

power ranger vs paris hilton wannabe

imbbbbbbbboooooorrrrreeeeeddddddddddd
ok i shall cut my fringe by the end of next week i tink.
goodbye

2007-06-19T21:38:00.000+08:00

e

avril-when ure gone

funny video -lily allen

chalet last sat was great.im still nt done wit my homework.friday no training! yeaaaaaa

2007-06-13T01:55:00.000+08:00

its close to 2 am. n im still nt finishd wit a single hmwrk bt at least i started n moving forward. i really hope by tmrw i really start concentrating jus now was jus a slight push to study . shud go out more often to study jus to get me away from the tv. yes im a couch potato

went to skool at 10am cus of so called canoeing torture day bt end up having more fun instead of torture. warm up.circuit training.dog n bone.circuit. poisonball/dodgeball-extremely fun n crazy.shud do this more often.

went to bugis again.3rd time bt for studying.

so tired.goodbye

2007-06-10T00:49:00.000+08:00

wentworth miller isnt gay for ur info.the girl is marianna claveno.dunno hu the hell is she bt dating him

i havent even started dg my hmwrk or my revision.dat reallyreally sucks. im realxing my butt off n i need to wake up and come back to reality which is o levels are about 4++ months away.helphelphelp. i shall start revising tmrw i tink. n i realy want canoeing to end soon cus three trainings a week and 4 hours per trainig is killing me.no time to study, revise or do homework.

goodbye

2007-06-08T21:29:00.001+08:00

lick your lips as i soak my feet.

goodbye

2007-06-08T00:58:00.000+08:00

n i seriously think sarah wayne callies aka dr sarah tancredi from prison bbreak shud divorce wit her real life husband n get married to wentworth miller instead.her husband too ugly n gay for her.sorry

goodbye

2007-06-08T00:08:00.000+08:00

extremely fun. i will be waiting for marissa's mum's pasta...quite sad ending in pirates of the caribbean3. more movies to watch this june n coming july.

movies want to watch:
1.Nancy drew
2.fantastic four
3.harry potter
4.disturbia
5.simpsons
6.n alot more

spent a lot of money

goodbye

2007-06-06T22:13:00.000+08:00

so mondae. basically woke up feeling extremely tired n wanting to sleep back n nt go to skool. " olevels are ard the corner, nono must go"assholic words in my head.so went den rushed home.went to the airport.my mum disapproved the topshop top bt my cousins was ok eit so wade hell jhahaaha im evil. so lots of peep were dere. nazreen,nadya n deir lilsis n bro were dere.cik tipahs fam were dere.cik norli' fam too. n sum other people wit their fam whom i dunno crowded that particular part of the airport . talked.talked.talked.chat.chat.chat.den time to go.mother hugged me n squeezed my arms.nt a sign of love or wadeva bt to warn me n an act of punishment for sunno wad n she reminded to ... sum tears flowed.nt frm me. ate popeyes n sum 3 bux banana split which had the same taste as the swensen's banana split. so = i ate alot n i have three stomachs.

tues.ntg besides watching the complete season of prison break 2 for i dunno hw many hours n end up nt dg any hmwk.. cant wait for season 3.

wed.skool killed me. a croc almost gt me at macritchie reservoir.(jus kidding)

2007-06-03T21:07:00.000+08:00

yest.shop. hahaha at last i bought sumting from walking ard n tings i needed...

b

todae jus came back from aunt house.new addition to the cat fam so now hav 10 cats in total.10!!!
the kitten was extremely cute n it was like only a fex days or weeks old. no pic cus was busy feeding it.hahaa

oya tmrw sending of motherand aunt n uncle to the airport cus gg umrah again(as in my mother)

goodbye!

2007-05-28T23:03:00.000+08:00

huever has my paul frank cap pls return it to me cus i cant fuckin find it! i left it in my room n now its gone.wow magic

ok things i want by end of this year at least:
1.more clothes.
2.pass my os wit flyin colours
3.more shoes.
4.more cds(dun support piracy, hahah ya rite)
5.pink sunglasses
6.win a stupid medal 4 canoeing if nt i wud be wasting my time training n i doubt i get 1 cus im alone :( k1ner
7.an mp3( 30gb or 80gb i-pod specifically) so i wudnt hav to change a fone
8.laptop since my brother one is in a sorry state.u hav to lean the screen on the wall so it wont fall
9.definately more money
10.try wakeboarding
11.redecorate my room
12.improve in speaking malay( ok want this by end of jun, prepare for oral)
13.gt out of spore...this year dun hav holiday except after os
14.a single bunk bed dat has a huge space for me to study under it or maybe an extremely low bed like no legs one.

15. dis is so the most impt. i want... my fucking paul frank cap back!

ps: huever has my cap pls kindly return me it which i left it in my room n cud not have possibly dissappeared, b4 i start cursing u real bad.thank u XD

goodbye

2007-05-28T18:17:00.000+08:00

i feel like dying.even if the paper was ok it wasnt ok 4 me cus i really really suck at malay.im afraid of the results i might get .. i hate bahagian c.fuck

2007-05-24T23:44:00.000+08:00

todae.tmrw.sat.sun. 4 days.4 fucking bitching days.4 assholic stressful days.4 days b4 my malay papers.fuck. i dunno hw im gonna get atleast a b3 .tonite wud be not sleeping nite until 6 am maybe if i can stay up dat long.6am meet sebs or ling hui pass e maths n ss file.after dat maybe continue studyin or sleep.fuck stress

parent meeting session.my mom talked more than mrs quek.hahaha i think it was kind of a lecture.results of course was terrible..hamaiza will put in more effort in he work.hamaiza will stop being dreamy class.hamaiza will wear proper attire n stop pasting smiley sticker on her name tag n shoe.
i was not playin with my fone during chemistry.is it so wrong to put ur hands under the table.?

assholic
goodbye

2007-05-20T23:43:00.000+08:00

im so bored=saya sedang jemu=saya sedang bosan=correct?

so wad did i do for the weekend.hmm. saya menjadi abdi kamus dewan untuk mempertingkatkan bahasa melayu saya. is it correct?

malay o level is ard the corner n im struggling to improve my malay real badly.must at least get a b3 or i dunno wad to do.n i have another problem.im eating to much lately.like every min i need sumting to eat or nibble on n im stuffing myself wit food.i tink its the pressure.fuckfuckfuck is wad gg through my mind rite nw

ok goodbye fuckers

2007-05-16T17:40:00.000+08:00

mid year ov3r last thurs. thursday=arab street. friday=marina square. was njoying myself away n i love solat-ing in masjid sultan.

mid year results was ok some were bad sum were good.

english i failed terribly n deproved miserably N i got n f9=39/100 like wadeva
malay i failed by a mark.dis show i suck at lang=49/100 like wadeva

e maths was ok same old same old=65.5/100
phy/chem was orite since did not study prop=70/100
a maths= XDgreat cus i finally pass it wit sort of flying colours for me=67.5/100

i love biology.finally a proper A1=76/100
geo elect was a shock.didnt expect an A=38/50=76/100

so in total

2A1 1A2 2B3 1C6 1F9

N SO my mid year results like suck realy bad really bad. piece of shit

malay 0s like less than 14 days more n dis like realy suck like real bad

goodbye fcuker

2007-05-05T12:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAE to my fav senior rhanah! she says she will drive me to skool as soon as she get her license.hahahaha

ps: updating like nxt nxt week cus of mid year exams!

2007-04-16T17:32:00.001+08:00

avril's cd is out! in a dilemma weder to buy it now or later .
one reason to buy it now is dat since i wanted sumsort of a special edition type one ,now it has dvd in showin te making of her album. n im afraid it might sold out
one reason to buy later,might have some other extra special edition. i spent too much last week!80 buX on hmv items.hahahaha

so wad shud i do? i so cannot wait..

n o ya she is nxt months artist of the month.EXPECTED.hhuhuhaua

2007-04-07T12:14:00.000+08:00

n shall i agree that our desires, money +nafsu, is wad dat control our lives. n sumtimes it might lead us to the wrong paths..

2007-03-27T16:30:00.000+08:00

im feeling dam dam dam extremely lucky hahahaha

2007-03-25T01:04:00.000+08:00

romantic boat rides by the bay i must say was quite fun.bt the rushing home part nt fun.hahaha

2007-03-20T21:56:00.000+08:00

n ya all good things hav to come to end someday n the so called holiday was nt dat bad as mostly i lazed ard or sleep n it had to come to an end.n it really sucks cus like in two months wud be malay o levels n i dun wanna retake it in nov or oct.my aim wud be atleast a b3 wud be good enuf for me n ill be extremely happy cus i realy suck at malay.ok nt only malay, my el too sucks.i tink im gona start mugging n my late nite came wit a cost.more dots on my face.nt pimples.dots.blimishes i tink?haha i duno wad dots but i need to sleep earlier to make the dots dissappear.dats wad my mum said

Nelly Furtado All Good Things (Come To An End)

Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming

[Chorus:]
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets it and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

chorus

Well the dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Die die die die die

chorus

Well the dogs were barking at a new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day 'til the feeling went away
And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and
the rain forgot how to bring salvation
the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.

ps: i dun regard dis a love song. pls ah read the lyrics properly nt the chorus only.

goodbyes:))))))))))

2007-03-17T22:06:00.000+08:00

lifes unfair.well jus live it. like people say its fated

2007-03-10T22:08:00.000+08:00

currently liking the song cus its catchy n im still a fan of hers i tink. avril looks extremely diff.more girly

2007-03-10T16:40:00.000+08:00

finally i have a break. bt a short one.extremelyshort.n nt reali a break wit those supp classes
.yest didnt train for silat.i jus sat at the bench n ate ljs.extremely lazy.bt was a good decision cus finally gt to chat wit syidah.yes finally after duno hw many months of nt bumpin into each other.
overnite at aunts house jus to see the new five cats.extremely cute.no pics sorry

ps: pls slap my face to wake me up.*SMACKS*.o levels are like 7 months away.
lets.be.myself.

goodbyes

2007-03-03T19:19:00.000+08:00

i need a new n more clothes.my wardrobe is full of old ,summ too small/too big clothes... need to go shopping! n wen shud we do the chalet??

PS: the grill chicken in marina square is sedap!!

2007-02-26T19:59:00.000+08:00

so last wed was syidah's bdae. n the last thurs was farhanas bdae.
HAPPY BDAE PEOPLE! eventhough i wished dem already.i accidentally wished syidah seventeen bdae wen its suppose to be eighteen.. maybe cus she looks dat young or younger.. im still thinking wad to buy for dem as a belated bdae gift..syidah wants anythin pretty n farhana unsure.. so wad shud i buy??

todae was kinda fucked up dat..canoeing teacher like so freakin bias n fucked up.. i tink she wants the sec 4s to die n hav no future."this applies to the sec 4s only" i seriously could hav fuckd up her face evenmore.. worst batch ya rite, we worked our asses for the pass three years n we're the worst.. look at hu fuckingly won last year. even if i slack, i still got a medal w/o the strupid reccess training dat we didnt bother to do. n dere is no fucking policy or rule dat says if ure injured n u still come for ur cca u would be marked a zero. hello??? u want the person to die of a stupid knee injury.. n dis had never happen wit yvonne hu had the same condition(no offence)..anw dont u noe dat we r already fucked up about the situatution dat comp is being pushed back to july n dat Os are like in october.. like fcuk u. MR alex chua pls come back take control of the canoeing team back instead of dat psycho...so wad if we're seniors, u appointed people to lead the team , so do u tink we care abt being discipline seniors... nt onli the sec 4s hav been skippin trainings looks at the fucking sec 3s.. ..

the sec 4s are great company.. "hi my name's like lindsay lohan, u noe dat alcoholic bitch u see partying ard"yiling , me,belinda,diana,janna,ira n aminah were acting like the partying bimbos such as nicky hilton,linsay,nicole ritchie, paris hilton, bald britney, mary kate n anna nicole smith.."like wads ur favourite colour?" erm alcohol of course.. all the way thru fuck up bitch shut up bitch omgomgomg...dats hw u release stress.. fuck up bitch

Ps: dont get me started on cursing people
goodbyes

2007-02-19T23:41:00.000+08:00

sat
went to changi airport n study at popeyes.. to me its kinda of the best place.. i missed de sedap mash potato n the buttermilk biscuits.so it was me sheil zul huds n janna studyin dere.. i dunno y but i love to study at popeyes for no apparent reason. n the viewin mall is the best indoor place to relax.. after studyin the rest wanted to go swensens to eat earthquake so i tag along..chaotic we were..we gave Din a hard time wen we ordered. we had sticky chewy choc, vanila, strawberry,cookies and cream,mango, butterscotch, macademian nut n thin mint(yucks). so sedap except for TM n its been a long time since i ate swensens ice cream. ok kecoh kecohkecoh.. went home.. computered

sundae
suppose to go arab st bt decide nt to since no money alreadi n i was saving up to treat the people chalet after os n so we went to ecp.fcuking pack wit mostly malays n indians..shud called it happy malay day... me n zul left w/o nisha n whoduh.. sorry. bt met dem dere n ate at the kebab station, super ex their food..ateateate.. we went to arcade as huda n zul wanted to parapara.. haaha huda style of parapara was like a bird.. janna joined.. her mom rock ok. haha janna parapara-ed too.. her style was like slapping peoples face..or maybe trying to swap the mosquitos.. den walk by the shore.. camwhored n me zul nisha became her model.. dere was dis two banglas holding hands hahaha "true lup"..hahaha off to study we were after dat..
o ya n dere was dis gal hu paraparaed like using her body n like so semangatly. ..

picspicspics

sheil.me.zullyzuzu.WHO_duh.jannah

earthquake time

EARTHQUAKE!

lavatories

dats the way i rock

model.NOT!

credits: WHO_duh

goodbyes

2007-02-16T22:39:00.000+08:00

boring day of skool..lessons were draggin n i was in the holiday mood. no half day which sux.after skool went to bedok kfc to eat.. long time no eat dere..the last meal i ate at kfc was like last nov.. all the way hav been eating ljs n pizza hut onli haha pokai already.. we talked about crap n huda n farhana had been dg scissors-paper-stone dares.. farhana bad luck todae, she had to do two dares. huda undefeatable bt in the end she lost to the tag team of jannah n sheil.. hahaha farhanas dere was funny, she had to do a macarena dance outside kfc n sum people were watching n laughing at her. jannah had to do jumping jacks..huda had to go ard a tree acting like spiderman for five rounds..hahaha passby mats stopped to look hahaha .. huda seem to attract dem.. hahah .. fasfoward, huds n rusy the pussy went to my house..talked lots of crap hahaha huda was trying on my caps n camwhoreing. crapcrapcrap.. dey went home n i tink i saw sani??unsure

ok pics of the day b4

during cny concert. me n spiderwoman

cheese :D

goodbyes

2007-02-15T22:26:00.000+08:00

so had the cny concert today.. kinda of boring except for the hip hop performance.. every1s head was sticking out trying to get a perfect view of them..they did the same ting like during the salam lebaran ting bt more moves n addition of people.. the rest of the performance were boring! haha bt the funny ting was dat some1 in the malay dance forgot dier dance steps n look stupid on stage n the ending part like some of them were lookin at each other by turning deir head to the back or the side which makes it so obvious dey do not noe wad to do n tk cantik..advise for u if u wanna look sum1 beside u atleast look to the corner of ur eyes, dont turn ur head...i tink i prefer the malay dance seniors rather den the some of the new batch i tink... i really suck at todays maths test!!! n its like the easiest chapter.. one reason was i was having a stomache n i was exhausted..dis week like no mood to do homework n study or be neat.. i wonder hw im gonna survive for os n i really hope dat vp approve my request for combined physics n chem +pure bio instead of my triple science..really cant take it already.. gonna die soon..i really need to buck up my malay cus it really sucks.

yeay saturday popeyes to study n eat.. n maybe east coast.. sunday maybe arab st .. so fun

goodbyes

2007-02-13T15:46:00.000+08:00

happy vdae n of course happy friendship day! to all my lovely dovely frends.

goodbyes

2007-02-09T19:05:00.000+08:00

skool was in chaos wen receiving the o level result.scary ok nxt year my turn.. die.. i atleast want to get below 15 pts... hahaha certain people had unexpectin results.. anyway congrats people..

ps:for the past few days, i suddenly miss ******..n i tink i...im soory for being a fcukin bitch..

goodbyes

2007-02-08T22:07:00.000+08:00

good luck to all sec 4 n sec 5 graduates gettin ur o level result tmrw!!

2007-02-06T17:10:00.000+08:00

helloo.. hahaha can i say sumtin.. haha no.6 is ntg.. im just wanna test hw u wud react.. ahahaha

2007-02-05T20:12:00.000+08:00

"if i hav done a mistake, give me time to think about that mistake.'...
huahua random

2007-02-04T21:57:00.000+08:00

singapore 1 thai 1.. YEA! spore won.. hahaha amris score was a saver.. dere was dis guy in my blok hu shouted really loud.. hahaha anw congrats spore!! i love soccer

goodbyes

2007-02-03T21:42:00.000+08:00

ok pics for learn fest n sum other random pics..

so thurs n fri was learning fest.. renci hosp trip was quite scray at first bt turn out ok..fri bgss sculpture making.. haha it was fun screaming n shoutin.. after skool , ate at ljs n went to safra play one game of pool.. dis pak cik comes up n like menyibuk. haha dis conferm cus of sheil apek magnet.. hahaha"chey angle sey expert sey.". hahahaha so merepek.. den went for canoeing.. it was fun n short.. hahaha

after learn fest n after training, dis is wad happens wen aliya has a a cam.. hahaha

me.aliya

u dun wanna noe wad i was dg

k i dunno wads wrong wit my eyes or i was acting cute. haha

backview

monkeying ard.my eyes were freaking red

thurs,trip to ren ci hosp

me.cute patient

1/4 of 4/1

cca fair

i luv de glass trophy.me.ira

my fav fat cat.gooding:) nt reali mine

goodbyes

2007-01-31T18:36:00.000+08:00

all i can say is no.6

goodbyess:)

2007-01-28T21:43:00.000+08:00

went over to mak besars house to say goodbye to kak shireen,her cute adorable daughter n her husband... shes gg back to new york. sucks.. im goona miss her n its unfair shes gg new york.. nxt time ill be seeing her will be like during hari raya or sumtin..or maybe june, haha begging my mum to let me go new york wit sarah maybe.. i dunno y her father allowed her to go new york on her own maybe he was jokin.. i duno..so went dere.. talked chat eat. kak shireen was skinny bt i was taller den her.. hahaha den i saw her husband, n i was thinking , is the husband pregnant? hahaha im evil... her daughter was cute n adorable bt i pity her cus she has muslce distrophy distrophive?? i duno so carried her for a while she was trying to grab the toothpick out of my mouth n my specs but i allowed her cus kak shireen says it helps her practice or sumtin... shes very cute seriously.. i wish i cud show u a pic bt i forgot to take one... syamil, me n sarah were talking crap in the kitchen...MARMITE stinks to the core.. so dats about it..

ps:im really gona miss kak shireen cus its been a long time since shes away, n shes the one hu tot me rollerblading along pasir ris park when we had chalet outings or wen i went to her house..

goodbyes

2007-01-27T22:53:00.000+08:00

basically went out wit marissa n her frends.. kinda odd one out hahaha cus im de only bg student n de rest kc-ians..hahah bt it was enjoyable..marissa blanjed us pizza hut.ok i have been eating pizza hut the last two daes..so we went to orchard go eat n window shoppin n i still had to buy marissa a bdae present.very belated bdae.. i let her choose cus duuno wad to buy.i noe im pathetic..i shared present wit shariffa n buyed her the forever 21 top.. .haha so walked dere walk here.. was so tired.. i didnt want to buy anitin cus i was tinkin of saving up for the paul frank watch or maybe dat shoe at far east. the shoe very nice n cute , its like painted shoe or sumtin, hand made designs..i wanna watch the movie BOBBY.. it looks nice..or maybe
one last dance or sum scary movie..

girl i noe since i was kindergarten n shes still crazy as ever

kc students n me

bobby

2007-01-24T20:27:00.000+08:00

im still confused..dis sat out wit marissa yay. tmrw phys test will be sleepin at 1am(suck) i want to sleep!!!

went into kitchen.took a bowl.scoopd some rice.i was about to scoop some macroni soup, n my lilbro(sec2) put fried egg into the pot.i was wtf.n i was tired n i want eat n do my hmkwk. so i tahan my anger, for a while n complained to my mum(i noe its childish bt i dun giv a dam i jus wan him to get a scolding).my mum was like confused.. went back to the kitchen, i scooped the egg with some of the soup n jus poured it in the pan which still gt his eggs n he was still frying it. n jus like dat he fuckin blew up threw the eggs at me, hit me wit the hot pan on my body.fucking hot tempered ah sikit je nk fuck up. dam him lah.. if he had scald me and if i had not blew up too, u wud see his face broken into pieces n sent to the hospital.. fuck u lah.. u very dam lucky im nice enuf to u n nt to be violent n yet u become violent. fuck u fuck fuck u! wen dere is a next time, i make sure u have a blue black face. once u told me wad kind of sis i am, look at urself first, wad kind of a fucking direspectful lil bro r u...seriously i feel like punchin his face now... after dat my father was like"jgn nk buat paeil bila baru balik!" i was like he throw the egg into the soup n spoilin the food n ur blaming me.father turned ard blamed my bro n my bro stomped off n locked himself in the room.. spoiled my fucking mood. bt i pity my mum , she had to cook for my bro.. shud hav jus left him to cook for himself .. my mum now has to try to get him out of the room.. anak manja.. babi..

ps: no matter hw much i hate u , ur my brother dats y i didnt even lay a finger on u.. bt too bad im so fed up wit ur fuckin stupid behaviour.....

2007-01-15T20:45:00.000+08:00

ok its been two weeks n skool sucks.. i will always be back home ard 6+++pm n i hav to rush home finish up all my homework n end up sleepin 12 am..

mon
6am-4pm:skool
4pm-5.30++pm: canoeing,land training
7pm-8pm:dinner
8pm-10+++pm:homework
11++pm:ZZzz

tues
6am-1.35pm:skool
2.10pm-4++pm:remedials/extra lesson/peer tutoring
i dunno wad time im gona finish
7pm-8pm;dinner
8pm-10+++;homework
zzzzzzz

wed
8am-3.20pm:skool
3.30pm -7.30pm:canoeing, water prac
7.30pm ;dinner
8pm;homework
zzzzzz

thurs
6am-3.20pm;skool.. ihateassemblynpclesson
3.20++:remedials wadeva shit skool has instored for us
8pm:tv time
10pm;prison break
zzzzzzz

friday
6am-12.25pm;skool
2.30+++pm:remedials
3.30pm-7pm:canoeing
8pm:silat(exhausted alreadi)
10+++pm;zzzzzzz

sat
sleeping day

sunday
madrasah
go study or sumtin...

so practically i hav no time to go out except for sat.. i've been dissing guys lately cus mainly dun want a bf until os or the guy has sumting wrong wit him or is it me.. ok heck care jus to explain ,i've waited long enuf n u want me to wait for anotha year, i tink i wont last dat long so i rather concentrate on my studies n im sso malas to layan guys for now due to my busy asshole schedule...n i've been dissing guys for the past three years of my life in bgss, so i suck at relationships ..tank u..dats my basic explanation..so u wont see me having a relationship or anyshit after os...

goodbyes

ps; i gt a new coat yea! i want a paul frank watch n dat hot paul frank cruiser aka bicycle..

2007

2007-01-06T23:49:00.000+08:00

k so its a new year.. n gonna be a sucky,non-enjoyable year for almost all the sec 4s.. currently i duno wad i reali want n i duno wad mood im currently in..i want dis yet i dun want as if i feel im contradictin myself.. i seriously duno wad i want..ok wadeva bout me..

skool.. hmm timetable was almost the same like last years.. bio after lunch..el change teacher ,maths change teacher ..omg fucking shockin mrs choo wudnt be teaching 4/1 el anymore, like shit ah we a diff teach at a year like dis esp english!!! english is like de mos important subject ,w/o it u dun get into a poly at all..ok fuck again..a maths we gt mrs liuw or wadeve her name is instead of mr tan.she makes me more confuse rather den make me understand . i need a tutor seriously.... malay class nw boring w/o sheil n huds bt wud be good for me, haha i dun concentrate wen i have huds n sheil beside me n the class is freakin small, 8 students onli n the class is quite quiet.. de rest seems to be normal except dat i got mrs quek as a form teacher.. canoeing as per normal.. ok everitin seems normal..

i realyrealy realy need to revise on my sec 3 topics, cus i tink i hav forgotten sum esp a maths.. i need a study partner or a tutor n a study place which is air coned..plspls anione??

ps:ireallydunnowadiwant

goodbyes

2007-01-01T14:08:00.000+08:00

ok pics

zul.me.chickenwing.huds

bbq-ing

n people tot we were crazy

born to be famous

jet ski-ing me.mother

anws hello 2007 N goodbye 06.. had a wonderful yet nt so wonderful year

goodbyes

2006-12-30T23:23:00.000+08:00

29 dec 06= mini bbq blast

firstly, congrats to every1 hugot ta medal at the silat comp eventhough i wasnt dere hahaha ESP tampark mates.. fucking proud of tampark esp firhan firdaus(abg) aiman(hes an assholehaha jk) n of course mazni ain n qamar!!! 4 getting goldies...

ok back to 29 dec... went to sheils hse ard 3++ while waiting for the rest to cum i walked ard opera estate hahaha to kill time n finish my bottle of coke...so huda zul fa jan hazwan arrived n we watched john tucker must die.. quite funny movie, i like the part dat sophia bush was kissing brittany snow(i tink dats her name).. hashah seriously like lesbian n so real, dey seemed dat dey njoyed kissing each other hahaha... den we started the fire, got our hands black so jannah asked ask all of us to attack farisya face n smudge her face wit charcoal.. she screamed fucking loud lah n her scream was high pitch-extremely.. melted the marshmallow den eat n it was nice .. i actually hated marshmallow bt i like it only wen its been bbqed..cooked chicken, ate chicken.. it was suuper juicy.tanx to hazwans nenek..eateateat until about 8pm .. zul wanted to watch stay alive.. so we joined den onli during the first part dey asked to stop n change to material girls-fucking boring ah.. hahaha den first part onli stop cus every was falling asleep hahaha so we people went up the roof and star gaze even though dere was no stars.. hahaha jan zul n fa left at 9.. me huds hazwan n naufal watch spiderman.. actualli wanted to help sheil clean her hse bt the ants dat invaded her house were fucking big .dey had no pesticides or insectides..i suggest u shud buy one sheil. adam(sheils bro) to the rescue hahaha me n huda njoyed watching spiderman.. 10++ left sheils house.. waited wit huda for her bus..den went off...

nite continued... i gt free txi ride home haha a bdae present. i saw dem holding hands like a sweet couple.. haha first time i see him like dat.. haha n hes was like wrong timing sia

pics ill upload anotha day internet currently slow

goodbyes

2006-12-19T12:42:00.000+08:00

yesterday

had canoeing games day/team bonding day camp... it was freaking FUN. the graduated senior seniors came back to help out or play along.. we were divided into groups and almost all the cliques are separated especially the senior(sec3 & 2) ..
First game was rugby! the field was quite muddy.. but it was fun.. get to tackle the opponents i made afiqah muddy eventhough she didnt wan to ..hahah my grp was joined wit saffas.. we won 4-2 i tink hahaha very tiring n almost every one was covered wit mud.. i took a shower wit my clothes on, washing all the mud out n i stink..
den played captain's ball, me n ira keep on falling trying to get the slippery ball..ran ard round.. quite tiring though.. den had a break for our lunch.. waited for a very long time for our ljs meals.. i ordered my usual , combo 1 upsized drink n salsa cheese.. gona miss does psk times eating ljs almost everidae...ok back to lunch break.. while waiting some of us played wit the soccer ball... having our own fun, some gossiped... haha as usual.. finally food came n we cudnt wait to eat.. suuuper hungry..got our food n ate in silence.. hahaha so civilised even one of the teacher say we eat like kindergarten kids, i dunno weder dats a compliment or remark.. haha den raihanah came.. me n saffa attacked her ass hahaha we wanted to pull her pants down bt she was wearing jeans.. so too bad.. hahaha after lunch, had a so called amazing trial or sumtin, quite easy until the part to find shakylla.. i actually found her alreadi. bt...... after dat we played pass the parcel, ivy was the first one n had to do a forfit..she had to do a dance wit 5 frends, which were me ira jannah sipei n darwita.. ira n jannah were dancing more i was followin a bit but ivy never do anitn hahaha.. yiting had to shout " i love u chun how from 3/1 , bgss" haha i had to sing majulah singapura at the stage or wadeva it was called.. nadiah had to act like madonna.. aina had to do a seductive dance like tata young.. i tot she wud really score on dis one bt she was shy2 cat..haha ira help her still cannot n ira did really like tata young.. hahaha pole dancing did not work either.. haha den moved on to the next game, dog and bone.. seniors played along.. it was super fun cus we did stupid stuff.. hahaha i distracted rai n amal alot hahaha gt a lot of stuff bt im bad at describing tings

PS:im gg port dickson n kl either tmrw thurs or fridae n wont be back till 25++ dec, gona miss the inter grasio, wont be able to support tampark . i dunno k.anw i luv the colour of the shirts.. sheils coming dis thurs!

goodbyes

2006-12-13T21:19:00.000+08:00

TUESDAY was fun.. gt anotha advance present.. todae hmm canoeing training, it was orite.. time trial in a suprise since we hav been dg long dist all the way... our timing was erm let see..ok.. i tink since its been a long time since raced... nxt few trainings gonna work harder since kena lectured again bt by amal n afiqah.. i gt tons of homework and quizes to be done perfectly...nxt year is gonna be a dam tough year, no more silat comps for me until my os bt still gonna maintain my tungal moves.. day n nite revise betta to start early rather than never...

ok here are sum pics

the sorching sun

bumboat rides are FUN

pathetic smile

girls startin the fire

afiqah, mardiana n my pathetic chubby face

look at the cute gal posing.

2nd advance bdae present

zul,aina,nabelo,yuyul,me,ira,jan

fuck piggy

wild

me n who-duh

i wonder where all my fats go to.. o ya my face

goodbyes

2006-12-09T21:54:00.000+08:00

friday. pulau ubin trip

had to wake up fucking early but i took my time getting ready.. haha its was fun overall, i tink?? i onli liked taking the bumboats to n fro pulau ubin..its super fun u get to stand behind the boat or sit n play wit the water with my feet while the bumboat is still moving..haha abigail joined me... took a few pics dere n here.. my arse was sore after riding the $2 bikes uphill downhill to noordin beach n wait dere as i was a station master. the grps had to make as many perfect sandcastles..my partner was peihisa..
while waitin for the grps to arrive we tried making fire n keep gg on was nt a success..lunch saw mamats cuts..mamat had great big bike accident..hes chin had a big ugly cut..OUCH!..pei hsia fell three times on the bike.. the first one made her hav 4 cuts..
pulau ubin is so unlucky.. riding bikes downhill is so bes.. i love speeding, can feel the wind breezing thru my hair while i jus sit n stare.. hahaha 3 30 met up again at jetty to leave ubin n head to changi den go bbq at pasir ris park!!.. yeaaa!!

kenneth start fire at both pits bt the fire nt dat good.. so i tried making the fire bigger..hahaha its was like all the juniors were wit me n the seniors n ex-cos were at the otha pit which was beside. our pit fire was so much better den the other one, the juniors were all helpful..den we started bbq chickens, i ate the first one which was superb!.. haha den i went to the mini campfire for melted marshmallow.. delicious.. ran back to the pit.. to help the juniors..khairul n gang were playing wit the fire n the dunno wad spray.made huge flames.after bbq, had waterbom fite.. haha i got hit once i dun consider omars hit as i wast even wet wen he hit me.farhan chased me n hit me n was directly at the centre of my back..bullseye...haha den went home cus gt to.. n the day ended..haha i got lots of pics of me..hahaha

today

went town again.. i never get tired gg dere..wore my new baju n janna was teasing me..haha..went to HMV to get my lily allen cd!!!hehe so fun.haha i gt it in advance, way adVANCE..tanx jannah bte md ismail.. haha so happy..hahaha i lovelily allen.. i onli reali like singers/bands wen dey r realli gud.. for example no doubt,blink 182, n lily allen..hahaha ok back to town.. met up wit yiting n atika at far east.. had to walk a long way dere from heeren...ate at cahaya... walkwalk...went to wisma get yitings bottle..blah3 went home...

PS: so HAPPY got my cd alreadi!! n pics anotha day.. i aso starting to like the klaxons..i dun mind wearin wad i wore jus now

goodbyes

2006-12-07T23:45:00.000+08:00

yea JANNAH BUYING ME THE CD WOOOO!!!!! Bt th bad ting i hav to wait for my bdae to get it n its gonna be a long time.. mst remember 29dec..hahaha TANX!

my bdae wishlist
#1 lily allen cd of course
#2 bbq& sleepover at sheils hse
#3 more baju(preferable long sleeves blouse or dress wadeva, so dat my mum wud stop complaing about me wearin tees onli)
#4 my freaking ic n make sure the pic is nice
#5 maybe a new fon
#6 more graphic tees maybe
#7 more freedom & trust of course from my parents
#8 i still wan a whyte or black coat
#9 mystery
#10 my lovely dovely frends & a huge cake

ps: i cant stop thing about the lily allen cd, i almost forgot my bdae wishlist..hahah

goodbyes

2006-12-07T13:42:00.000+08:00

im starting to like lily allen & her songs..haha i wanna buy her album alright,still or someone can pls buy for me her album..haha its been a long time since i bought a cd.. nowdays download3.. i like her cd cover..

her album.. pls buy for me!!

presenting lily rose allen wit her nike shoes

anw yea tmrw go pulau ubin for councillors games day!!! den bbq at pasir ris .yea

PS:my bdae coming soon so buy for me..haha tk tau malu

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2006-12-06T21:24:00.000+08:00

had canoeing training n was confused weder to go or not to go.. but i went... skipped the running part cus my leg hurt so walked wit janna n ira the injured knee peoples.. i tink i wud be one of den soon cus my freaking knee hurts..hahaha.. went into the water we were so lazy didnt bother dg properly haha me n jan capzised ppsely...hahaha took a long time to get back on the boat hahaha.. such a slacker..otw back home in da bus we were like pissed off bout the jersey shit..i tot i was suppose to be designing it . omg if next years jersey is gonna end up ugly i kill u if ure designing it.. cher aso like fcuking bias listen to her , its not like the team agreed together on her design but she wants it for herself.. shit!...

ps:so malas to train

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2006-12-04T06:27:00.000+08:00

yesterday

was a fcuking tiring day... had the racial harmony amazing race wit marissa n her frends.. we ran dere n here...i hated the 2nd checkpt cus it was very hard to find.. but overall it was fun..

den i went to ms nazeefahs wedding opps i mean mdm nazeefahs .. haha bt i went dere like very late n people were already packing up, hahah i noe its stupid bt i jus wanted to see hw her husband looks like. the husband very good looking... haha diana & belinda were still day so i didnt feel akward... ms nazeefah were posing wit her husband in dis hot (my future) car...dey rented it for 50o bux i tink for 2 daes .haha o ya i still want a mini cooper

the hot car n a glimpse of ms nazeefah wit her husband

during the race..gay

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2006-12-02T20:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAE SHEILAH FARHANAH!!!!
URE FINALY FIFTEEN!

2006-11-27T23:02:00.000+08:00

MONDAE
me,huds&zul went to town. walkhere dere here dere...we went to taka to take pics wit the big tree..

me,zul,huds

tree n me

people hu hav new shades

me n huds

my legs were freaking tired from walking ard..
pics for slm lebaran hmm malas nk upload..hahaha ill update more later

2006-11-22T21:14:00.000+08:00

todae salam lebaran...performers n backstage crew including me needed to be there earlier,much more earlier den the otha malay students.. reporting for us:8am..the concert:11am...

de nite b4 cud nt sleep well i dunno y .. slept 2am which sucks my sleepin time cut off.. ok so woke up eat mashed potatoes,bathe,get ready n off i went to skool... i feel like sucha a fool wearing baju kurung to skool wen hari raya da abes..

blahblah run thru...real ting..i like nico's gang n dikir barat girls performances..maizurahs(JUARA) voice was sweet n still fine eventhough she had a sorethroat..overall was best..me,zul,atika,ira,janna,whoduh camwhored during n after the concert... hahaha i didnt realy do my job cus was so tired n me n zul kept on playing wit the walkietalkie.ahaha after dat ate lunch , sat in the canteen n camwhored lagi.(pics i upload once i get a hold of it).we had no clue where we wanted to go...blah3....

i followed ira,atika,raden,aina,jan,nabelo,zuly to atika aka yuyul's house which was super nice ah.... me zuly raden n atika decided to watch scary movie 4..i onli liked the first part of the movie..hahaha. den the rest joined... after the movie finished we had a lil chitchat which turned crazy n wild esp jan..hahaha we crapped alot..hahaha.. camwhored sum more hahaha.. its fun ok... camwhoredcamwhoredcamwhored.. den we decided to watch stay alive.. the movie is creepy, bt cool.. haha gt one part so merepek hahaha ..ahaha me n zul went off early cus by dat time its alreadi 6pm..needed to be back b4 7... so here i am..blah3

ps:i promise photos anotha day

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2006-11-19T17:50:00.000+08:00

decided to change my blogskin..last on nt dat nice... iwas stuck between two choice of blogskins bt chose dis one..

yest
had to go to skool as was part of backstage crew for the salam lebaran.. me n zul were runners.. we wud inform the performers wen to go bckstage.. very fun as me n zull babysit cikgu lynns anak, iman.. we were babysitters for the day.. iman is so hyper, run dere here dere everywhere... i like nicco's breakdancing drp performance n the girls dikir barat.. nicco n gang performing sumting puppety.. for db, the girls are very loud, louder den the sec4 guys performed during teachers day, i can hear amirahs loud voice,maizurah has a very sweet voice which is suitable...
i hav been so into dikir, its like so fun cus u get to shout....

evening decided to go wisma atria to collect my fon.waitwaitwait go my fon n by dat time was alread ard 7+pm... decided to go solat at masjid al-falah ...after dat walked ard orchard for a while ,alone..
orchard is so lited up n is so fun to walk dere ..its like nitelite.. i love gg orchard at nite!!! dere was the tin man n woman,de one hu put silver make up all over deir bod...blah5... went home.. my aunts came over.. dey chat wit my mum until 12am...i followed dem go mustafa centre. the stuff dere iss realy really cheap...walked ard see stuff until 3 am. its fun ok to go out in the middle of the nite.. i wisk i cud go out in the middle of the nite , merayaap...slept over my aunt hse... blah3

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2006-11-17T22:23:00.000+08:00

hello dis is my celeb lookalikes ..hahaha so fun

first

second

huda introduced me dis ting which tells u the celeb u look like.. hahaha so fun ..first,i got ashley olson,ashley tisdale,meredith monroe n aya matsuura(i dunno hu)..second one, i got sarah michelle, beyonce, drew barrymore n avril(yeah!)hahaha so cool.. which one do i realli look like??(tag me)hahaha so fun...

2006-11-09T17:41:00.000+08:00

dis is gg to be a long post! i tink hahaha

firstly hari raya...
hmm dis year is like not dat much fun as in wit my fam ....nt gg to go in any further...wit frends was so gerek.dat was last thursday..see pics at zuly's blog..hahaha

last friday
woke up ard 12 due to hari rayaing de day b4... hahaha bathe n went to opera estate to go to sheilshse wit jan hse 4 "harirayain" bt wore home clothes cus her mum doesnt mind..hahaha sheils gg london on sat so visitvisit helphelp her pack....bt we didnt help her instead jus lepak2 onli in her room...after lepakin , decided to go exploring in opera estate..haha but b4 dat had to help sheil wit her laundry..saw adam's underwear so small..hahaha.. most of the hses at opera estate very nice n big..hahaha after dat went home..no silat no fun no mazni,ain,qamar..

last sat..
woke up early to sent sheil to airport n say farewell ,wit jan,farhana,whoduh n zuly...we camwhored b4 she left for london...
so sad>>*sobs*me n jan decided to go play pool n whoduh tag along for a while...1st game janna won but i cud have beaten her 2nd game i won..hehehe she was left wit two or three balls left...

last sun
mad exam dun bother
monday
ntg much
tues
after skool went to eat at simei banquet.. the carrot cake is nice..bought a hoodyjacket..whoduh n me were fightin bout it but i say dun care if she wanna buy jus buy cus i wont care if we had the same jacket...

wed
boring skool day had canoeing which seriously suck but was quite fun..was chased by a monyet at macritchie haahaha body aching

todae
after skool rushed to tm to watch Step up ...funny n syiok movie..de best ting of all JANNAH cried for de first time..hahahahahaha now everione is like wad sup homie? haahahaha i wan become flygirl ah..hahaha break dance is so nice only if u can really do it...during the movie Zul was so engrossed at the kissing part onli..hashahaha i disturbed atikah a few times huda normal pussy normal..hahahah tmrw hav canoeing which suck....

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2006-10-12T21:15:00.000+08:00

hello dere the angel from my nitemare.... hahaha crap i miss dat song..ok wadeva last week was the worst week of my sec3 life cus of the stupid exams..i onli like friday cus it was a holiday for me... so....

let me put todae first cus it is one of my ******* day (onli zul , maybe jan n diana noes)
hahaha ok practically the whole day i slacked exceptd for P.E playd handball, actually i wanted soccer...the whole day do corrections for sum subjects.... after skool sec 4s had graduation tingy.. me , jan n diana stayd to watch it n kepo2 sikit..hahaha...trserempak luq at staircase bt said ntg.. hahaha jan n zul were disturbing.. met shafiq at the bottom of the staircase n blah3... skool sms system played spongebob squarepants episode my fav... hahaha watchd the ceremony from 3rd floor...it was ok ..ended we went down to the canteen n wen it was packed wit graduates we were the odd ones so decide to get out of skool..jan forget to take her bros report book so had to patabalik...search2 nvr get..so leave skool again n it was at the rite time.. hahaha Luq temankan me to the bus stop n chatted for a while as the bus HAD to come, he wantd to take a pic bt i said i no camera(my hp gt, hahaha craps),wells we'll meet one day, den take a pic. hahaha..zul also happy..hahaha i noe y

last friday

had my beauty sleep until 1 or 2.. den i slacked n watch tv enjoying my life hahahaha...seriously i really slacked...watch tv , play ps2 , sleep, clean room and den waited till 5.45 to come..me, zul,jan,sheil,aina,atika n fara wanted to buka at pizza hut... we were suppose to meet at 5.45 and as usual peeps are very late especially jan...blah3 dey finally came wait for maghrib go solat at my hse den eat... i njoyd pizza hut.. n dey always crack up jokes... dey went geylang n i had to go home.. at home my mum den decides to go geylang hahaha so we took the train cuz my father nt bother to sent us.. buy stuff went home n blah3...

weekends

i no need to puasa ! hahaha best week to have dat ting cus i will be at home eat sleep play sleep eat.. hahaha
mon& tues
had my beauty sleep in the morn .. afternoon had to paint my living which is fun as atleast i gt sumting to do..sec 4s were suffering in skool hahahaha...
wednesday
worst day of my sec3 life..
exams results came out.. n its was the worst results i hav ever got in my sec skool..sux ok.. details wont tell u but i got promoted to sec 4 dats ok so here i come 4/1 bring me pain..hahaha nxt year is gg to be the most stressful year ever.. hahaha..whole day in skool check papers... i hate dis day

ps: i love today n like janna said i ended a skool day happy...

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2006-09-23T23:25:00.000+08:00

yest slept at 2 cus was studying n am so tired..hahaha
todae.
had fun. went bowli wit zamir shafiqs,aina atika n sum other pple...was fun...
goofed ard n was like the onli crazy pple dere... but b4 the fun we had to wait so i was like cursing the other bowlers to fcuk off n asking dem to die so we cud play which was quite fun too.. hahaha almost cursed everione... hahaha... finally got to play so berhappy2 n it was freakin cold onli two peeps brought jackets.. ahaha enjoyed the day.. zamir is freaking pro ah he strike like alot of times but actualli all the guys like dat...hahaha
gg to study
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2006-09-22T23:22:00.000+08:00

todae...
skool still boring except fer yest got P.E, softball!!!... hahaha todae had to bring back all the books under the table all home, so igot a box n stuff everthing in the box... had chem test which was quite easy...after skool wen to the bubbletea shop wit zul, jan, fana, farisya n sheil... our bags were full n it was so tiring from walking wit the heavy bags.. ard 2 decide we all decided to go my hse, zul didnt tag along as she had sumting on...
so wen my house go pray, blah blah play a game of concentration and silence( new game)stupid things we do... den do crap things... slacslackslack.... i actualli tot of studying but malas..hahaha... dey left at 4... blah3 nite had silat... trainin was ok..i serious need to wake up in my sparing skills... i was so blur todae... hahaha den after dat go pasar malam for a while wit maz,qamar, shedot(dunno really noe real name) , abas,aiman n rahman.. saw dis gay hu was like eyeing for guys lah so freaky..hahaha no here i am...need to go study till 3 am ..

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2006-09-20T16:45:00.000+08:00

todae...
skool was as per normal boring... Maths i almost slept for the whole 2 periods but i was not jus bcus it was boring i slept late yest nite... afta skool had el oral... i sux ok ,i was stumbling upon my words wen readin n the best ting was da the teacher was mrs bashkaran the strist one...i m so dead ok...after dat went home since no bio, n here i am... i mite update tonite depends on me mood..

tuesday
skool was still boring.... den waited for sheil farhana to finish their oral... while waiting , chatted wit yiling n were pratically figting in jking manner....huds meet me den chatchatchat... sheil came n den farhana so we headed off to get sum bubble tea....blblah3 went home.. den went to IKEA wit fam... i was like begging my mum to buy dis n dat for my room.. but end up buying living rooms stuffs.. after dat go eat at adam rd food centre.. the mee kuah (is it) very the power!!! haaha went home ard 11 ++.. slept 1 am ard dere n zzzzzzzzzzzz

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2006-09-15T17:10:00.000+08:00

this week nthg much lately...sec 4s having prelims..lots of homework=sux...Exams coming soon n i hav revise a little..
todae
my mum sent me to skool as she was gg to yuneng priamry to invigilate the psle.... skool were as pernormal n boring... i almost slept during maths lesson but survived the lesson...SS no teacher, which best, i get to catch up wit all my homework... It rained heavily.. so stayed in skool n did sumore homework..played some games with huds sheil jan hazwan farhana n zuly like concentration..was very hungry so decided to eat at ljs..my fav place!!! hahaha cant wait for silat tonite do sumore sparin yea
i m startin to really like sparing as can release anger..

i feel like dying!!1
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2006-09-07T22:28:00.000+08:00

finally im bloggin consistently..hahaha
so ok todae..

came late for class again...dis time was 1 hr late n its for physics supp....
ended ard 10am...decided cut my hair,sheil n huds teman..i tot it was gg to be de same as the last haircut, but dis time a bit more shorter...my hair will grow back so its ook..
den we went to tamp safra to play pool n bowl..so fun!!!... we played pool first.. i won the game hahhaha.. huds didnt really noe how to play but in the end it was great time.. den bowl, managed to get a strike but sheil won the game by 4 pts away from me.. huda improved in bowlin today..hahah
went to cs,thinkin of buyin churros or donut but the shop no longer dere so ate ice cream..walk ard tm, saw sheils admirer so cabut n went in side yamaha,looked at the gorgeous guitars... den walk3 go home!
630 went to masjid ghurfan for dat tingy... met my aunts in the masjid, sembahyang,baca the yasin all dat stuff n blah3 went home n here i am now

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baguss sekali...

2006-09-06T20:54:00.000+08:00

today..
woke up early in the morn for my remedial, but instead went to jurong complex to swim my my fam n aunts. we got lost in the way cus my mom does nt really noe the way..hahaha.. ok enjoyd myself dere, played ard . had a noneducational day but i was getting darker , dat suck... den went to eat kfc yum2. decide to go to the cemetery to visit my datuk's grave n nenek's grave. we left dere ard 530pm to pick my aunt's husband from work..blah3.. along i got a stupid headache which made me want to eat.... n dat was my day...

yest(tues)
i overslept! n came late for my a maths supplementary class.bath.put on clothes.zoomed out of my house.. my hair was untidy wen i went into class cus i was bother combin my hair.. haha every was lookin at wen i went into the class.. dunno y.. lessonlessonlesson..boringnesses..after dat went to tamp mall wit diana n belly.. jus walked ard for a while den went gome so dat i cud eat n go bowlin at ecp.

yeaness!!..
wore my fav "thebeatles"tee.. suppose to meet zul,jannah,sheil,huds n farisya at phonbooth in bedok inter at 1.45 or 2.. i was the first to reached, teow bladly hell all late eventhough i wasnt the confirmd one gg..zuly came next n we sat dere like budak bodoh..hahaha..the tersermpak(which means tk sengaje meet) luq.. chat for a while n he was gg to ecp also for a picnic wit his frends... me n zuly decide to leave first n meet the rest at ecp.. we wantd to build sandcastle.. but tk jadi pulak cus the rest said they were one stop away from the inter..
so we decide to wait again...jan's one stp away was like baru nk naik bus.. sheil n huds were considered onestp away from the inter as the met as early.. den we had to wait for jannah...bagussss sekali...she was late but on time to board bus 196..but den we had to wait for one more which i did not noe was gg also.. but me,zul,huds were so malas to wait for fa n boarded the bus cus it was like 2 30 alreadi!! sheil was left behind wit jan eventhough i tink she wantd to board wit us..kesian sheil.. hahaha..

reached marine parade,walked to the macdonald at ecp.huds n zul bought a cheeseburger meal wit coke light(yucks nt nice) then jan sheil n fa came.. jus in time to enjoy the meal hahaha...
we actualli wanted to play pool but dun hav so go play bowlin...we played 2 times..the 2nd round luq n his frends came to play bowling also..i won the first round yeaness!!! :] wit a score of hundred.. 2nd round lost my touch haha so i got 2nd placing while sheil gets first.. i was still happy cus i got two strikes in dat round n i tink 3 spare in the first round... i luv bowlin but i really wanted to play pool...i want my mummy to buy a pool table to replace to stupid dining table( wudnt it be cool, everiday afterr skool play pool,release stress hahaha n can open own pool shop)dat was my day

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2006-09-03T21:25:00.000+08:00

todae..
silat. i showed hilight some matches dat was kind of interestin.. ok first aiman won by a walkover. mazni lost 1-2(which is ok) but got second..she did her best..idris n akmal's match was power. eventhough they were frends they fought n respected each other(akmal won)...ayul's n feroz's match was the same(feroz won)...kwn2...mamal n haziq was the same also... mamal won eventhough his hand was injured .. almost everibodis match was a good one.. but 1 tink ,y people cry , this is jus a minor ting nt like psk .. hahaha.. i had fun durin dis comp.my stepping stone.. aftr the comp finish went to eat wit yaya,fiza,maz & masturah(i tink...)den went home n here i am

saturday
lost my match 1-2.. but didnt care dat much n i tink i did not put in much effort.(at least i didnt cry like certain unreasonable pple) i liked the vip match, hasif against idris cus hasif's kick was dam powerful dat idris melayang out the mattress. i tot hasif won but idris did cus idris stole som punches n kicks to give him more points....de match was wonderful..
den became de corner woman for mazni's match against my opponents (ezzati) frend, mazni won.. so happi.. her opponent cried n became merajuk , tk happy suroh ezzati dia amek revenge kat mazni, since ezzati n mazni is gg to fight.. hahha ok nthg else..

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